You know those times in your life where everything just fucking sucks and you with you wouldn't have to wake up and deal with all the stupid fucking stressful shit? I am having one of those months. My ex relapsed, lost his job...I called "alex" who will no longer talk to me as a result, and my disability case is totally fucked. I recently discovered they don't even have one 20th of my documentation...no wonder I got rejected. (I hope my lawyer is good at his job)...
Anyway, I am alone and broke and haven't' had sex in over a month. I am very type A...perhaps i will have a heart attack and get lucky. (no worries people, I'm not suicidal...just extremely annoyed/pissed off and slightly depressed and feeling hopeless). I have no desire to be in a relationship ever again. I cannot deal with feeling so fucked over.
Friday, December 19, 2008
I hate my life immensely
Labels:
abandonement,
alcohol,
depression,
disability,
frustrated,
rejection,
relationships
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Christ girl. Don't even worry about a fucking relationship! Are you crazy? Wait, yeah you say you are. Ok, but fuck that shit. Stay away from guys for a while and work on things you need to get out of the way like your disability claim and whatever other shit you need to do!
well said Don :) I believe you are right...
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