Yeah Right...like I can actually pull this shit off. Maybe though. I will only remember them if I write them down though, so here we go:
1) be more productive as an artist...on that note...
1B) dont' let my depression anxiety issues prevent me from doing art-- do some anyway-- even if it's shitty...
2) don't get involved with men who are bad for me-- better to be single and less insane....
3) less booze-- it's making me fat, giving me more lines, and making me feel a bit drained. Don't get me wrong people, I don't drink during the day or anything, but I don't want it to age me...I like to have some once in a while though, cause it mellow me out. Maybe twice a week?
4) start doing yoga again-- I miss having abs. I used to be skinny and rather toned
4b) get back down to 112 pounds and have abs (relates to doing yoga, less booze...less bad food too)...
5) don't let the "Alex" thing depress me-- he was an asshole anyway...good thing I found about before I was involved with him longer...
5b) don't let the "alex" shit prevent me from being a productive artist
6) take multivitamins and eat more vegetables
7) be OK with getting older, being single, having no career, and doing nothing impressive with my life...it's oK to be sub-par...fuck what my asshole family thinks. they can take their precious master's degrees and shove them up their ass...
-- that said--
may it be a year of self acceptance and blissful solitude
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Well, you were doing good until you let #7 fuck it up...try again :) Good luck to you and get your shit straight!!! Put yourself ahead of your fucking problems and move on girl!!!
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