Sunday, December 28, 2008

dude, I'm tired...

The last month has been really draining. There was my ex relapsing, leading to our breakup, "alex" no longer speaking to me...and all the depression that resulted from this crap.

My ex has not moved out yet, but is looking at apartments. I will miss him in a way, but can't deal with the drama anymore. I am really tired, emotionally and physically. I have gained weight. I feel like a pig.

2 comments:

Donnie said...

Hell, now you have me wondering what's taking the guy so damned long to get outta your life. I kinda want to come over and help him out of the fucking door!

What's Wrong With Me? said...

He is a slow drunk bastard...good news is he has been "sober" for about 3 days...he has an apartment lined up, but doesn't have the security deposit from his parents yet...yes, sad but true, he needs the security deposit from his parents and he is 35...SUPPOSEDLY he will have the damn apt in a week or so..we'll see what happens...